the Whole Plane

i wish i could play this live somehow. thats what i was thinking while i made it. i don't always have those thoughts.. but this one was special. ha!

it's clearly a nod to sonic youth and that new sleater-kinney album, but i don't have a band to reheare it with, so i just started making it. it's got a big ol' outro that i ended up fading out, i just imagine playing it for five minutes on stage, letting the freakiness simmer. good stuff.

it's about leaving town suddenly for your ex-girlfriends funeral, but you just met this other girl last week.. a bad mental space, perhaps. and you're all dazed and upset, and the whole plane seems to be staring at you.

confused and angry and sad and in the burgeoning throes of love. (burgeoning throes? huh?)

and confrontational!

a girl i haven't heard from since i was 14 or 15 found me online the other day. now that's freaky.